Life...

Someone died. In spite of his age it was someone's father and seeing her sorrow made me come back twenty years into the past, remembering how life changed in one second, the loneliness…After, life continued and it was been on the happy and special moments that I have been missing him the most, when I think who he would have loved to be here today.

Tired

After more than 6 hours in the health center and the hospital I would like to know why the national health system is so disorganized...

It's sunny

The sun is back, at last! If in Brussels the weather used to drive me crazy, three weeks of rain and grey weather in Lisbon really drove me mad…
I am not a winter person (if not for skying) as I need to see the sun to be in a good mod...I probably should move to French Polynesia and have spring like weather all year round...

Afraid...

I am fed up with being afraid…in January I must go through extensive medical examinations and I am scared of the results…and if my tiredness is due to being sick again and not of lake of resting and free time….
The problem of going through months of treatments, surgeries and so on is that now I know what I can expect if I have to go through all over again … and there is nothing funny on all of that.

I'm back (until when???)

I am in the mood for writing again...let's see if this time I will be able to